PART 5

transcribed from a scrap of notebook paper:

I’m up and this is exhausting. Sometimes you don’t want to know or expose or learn or seek. That should be ok, but it’s not. Life is too short and the sun is going to burn out soon…. and everyone is gonna be looking for the light switch and not be able to find it. Therefor, set aside pre-formated ideas about truth and happiness and rejection and love and death. And turn into a self-assured Sherlock Holmes. And you will be happier and so will everyone else around you. Nobody likes a party-pooper. Gross word. If I don’t get a sandwich today I’m gonna knock the sun out on my own.